you too man so let me tell you whats going on in my life just had knee surgery, my lizard chuck died, and my computer is still broke but other then that i'm fucking fantastic what about you? lol
mother fuckin computer WHY WONT YOU WORK!!!!! SFHWFDHSDFBHASDFBVSDZF NEEED A NEW FUCKIN MOTHERBOARD ARGGGG PULLING OUT MY HAIR AT THIS RATE WHEN I'M DONE THIS RANT I'LL BE BALD!!!! ok i'm good now
laying on the ground with a cold dark stone glare at the sky, i see a starry sky with the clouds coming in to block that view, i hear the one or two cars going by on the distant highway and the wind as it ruffles thru the grass, i feel that wind as it goes across my face relieving the warm it once had, and as the wind blow across me face i smell that woody dampness from the trees.........i then just close my eyes and lay there.....thinking about the past and what the future should bring......and then everything just fades...For this is what true Serenity feels like, to be at peace with ones self and the world around us, But soon enough you have to open up your eyes and face reality.
Randon Writing 2
i have no ideas to write, my head is empty my brain is fried my past gets in the way, like a dull knife going into my side my future looks dim, like a light bulb flickering within the night my body feels old, like i've given up and I lost whats in sight i just don't care, like i'm in a fight with myself to live or die i am just tired, like i'm on the side of the road and there i shall lie THEN I MET HER the flow of thoughts, run like a river rushing into the sea my past is my past, and it doesn't determine who i was ment to be my future looks bright, i changed the light bulb and i see the path i walk beside my body feels new, my heart is warm now i don't feel so empty inside i care a little bit more, i put one foot after another and i see where it takes me i feel alive, like a burden has been lifted and now i'm flying free THE MORAL you never know how one person can flip your shit around when all of a sudden you can't speak and you fall onto the ground you wake up dazed, confused at when you heard like it didn't make sense and everything is absurd you breathe and you think in your head "is this real" but it's hard to admit to reality how you truly feel but then you stop thinking and it all starts to make sense as you start to learn about one other and shit gets intense as you go along this path and you start to realize the person you spend time with is the world in your eyes
In Deep Thought
i walk outside to the truck and lay in the bed, i then soon realize that i'm looking up at the stars, looking at the glow and essence of the moon. It's dry and hot outside. I wonder why i have no one to share this with, why must i choose to be alone, why must i pine for a way to run free in the stars. Do i wish i was dead, or do i just wish to be free. Free of the shyness, free of the hate, free of the every little thing that holds me to the ground....but sadly i must accept reality and know that i am tied to earth. Can someone please cut the rope, there is something inside that wants to go free..will you let it free...or are you afraid to cut the rope, are you afraid of the being inside. Inside me there is something...something more powerful then anything in this world, something that can change the face of mankind..you all are probably wondering what is so powerful.....well my friends let me tell you.....A Voice... a voice that can change shyness, a voice that can change fear, with this one voice you can hold your head up high and face any obstacles, say "to hell with racism"...who needs that, black, white, if you close your eyes does it make a difference? A Voice, can you tell me something more important......but alas i am sad i do not have one, it's still tied up inside me...so i will just lie in the bed of the truck and just wait for someone to cut it free.
Ok, i just finished updating the server according to TWL rules....ok so here is what has changed, plant time is 5 secs defuse is 10 sec, bomb indicators are turned off, bomb timer is 60 secs, those are the major ones, Admins please do not temper with the settings, they are there for a reason and what not. If there is any problems please see SkyTrooper or myself. Thank You
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